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- Birthday:
- 10/12/88
- Website:
- http://www.facebook.com/christophercunha
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COOL STORY BRO
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You guys want some fucking truth?
Some people wonder why I’m so quiet.
This quietness leads some to think im just shy
or
I feel like alot of people think I’m full of myself and no one is worthy of my time
Well I’m hear to let everyone know why I keep to myself and it might not be what you expect.
I think I’m not worth anyone’s time.
I keep to myself because I don’t believe I deserve to have someone want to even talk to me. My self esteem is that low. I feel like a nobody, and being in a band makes it so weird when folks come up to me and tell me they love my band and music. I just say “Thank you, I truly appreciate it. That makes me so fucking happy.” And after that, I stop talking because I honestly get bugged out.
All my life I’ve felt like a fucking failure, even when someone says I did good on something, I just brush it off like “oh, they’re just being nice.” and not in a modest way, in a totally fucked up unhealthy way.
I’ve tried to figure out why I feel this way, and honestly, I can’t figure it out. I’ve had people walk out of my life and my first best friend died shortly after we became best friends which really fucked me up. Hell, I feel like a stranger in my own house and not because I feel unloved, my family is amazing, but I don’t feel like a belong. I’ve just never felt good enough. I’ve always felt boring and dumb and not worthy of anyone’s presence.
So can you guys who think I’m an asshole, please for the love of god, cut me some fucking slack? I’ve got enough personal self hatred that you don’t need to hate me.
Cool. Thanks. Bye.
I love everyone. I just hate me.
And it might be to much to ask
but can i get another shot?
Just feel completely forgotten
Thinking of you as a memory hurts the most
I understand for the most part, but you can’t honestly use some of those as excuses.
I wish I could spoil you. There is nothing more I would rather do. But you can’t really deny the way I treated you, the truthfulness I had, the actual love I gave and showed you. You cannot not deny the insane connection we had.
To just drop all that for some fumbles that can be fixed over time doesn’t compute with me.
wish i could
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I’m happy to admit that maybe I am a little depressed ‘cause I’m missing you to death
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I honestly cant imagine us as a distant memorie
Cant wrap my head around it
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fuck, i cant even deny it
you’re still all i think about.
90% of the time, the other 10% is about food
lol